★ We Are All Stardust.
I am moving to Minnesota on the 5th.
I have to move back in with my verbally abusive family because I am unable to pay rent at my current apartment because I am unable to get a job and Walter lost his and has been unemployed for over a month and so we have no money whatsoever.
Walter is not moving with me and it makes it so much harder.
My rats are not moving with me either and I am so upset.
Walter and my rats are the only things that keep me going and I don't know how I am going to manage without them. Walter is not taking it well either because I'm what keeps him going everyday. It's going to be hard for the both of us.
I had to get rid of practically all of my belongings because I can only take what I can fit into a duffle bag and bring that on a plane plus my desktop computer and one medium sized box. This is hard because when I moved out of my parents back in 2012 I brought all my important items with me to college. Including a lot of things my recently deceased aunt had given to me or made for me. It hurts, and I know it shouldn't because memories are more important than items, but the things she gave to me were important to her.
I am just so upset. Living with my parents again is going to be hell. Especially now that I'm an even bigger failure and disappointment to them now.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
My life has been getting worse and worse no matter how hard I try to improve it.
I hate everything right now.
Don't expect art for a while since it might be months before I get my supplies back.
I'll have my tablet, but not my desktop computer, so whenever I get that in the mail I might be able to draw stuff I owe.
If you'd like to donate to help me move Walter (my fiance) out to Minnesota, that would be the greatest thing. Any little bit helps.
I'm also hoping to find someone to take in my rats for the time being because they are not allowed to stay with him while he is at his abusive parents' house. So money would also go into paying someone to house them until Walter can make the drive to Minnesota.
My PayPal is: firstname.lastname@example.org
I can draw you things in return, but as stated above, it's going to be a while.
On a lighter note:
What the hell is there to do in Minnesota?
I know there is the Great Mall, but I am not going to be living in an area near it.
I'm moving to Willmar.
If anybody knows of anything to do, let me know. I am not interested in hunting or fishing, so yeah.